Tagged by Atiqah Mokhtar

1. How many babies do you want?

-4 would be ideal, 2 boys and 2 girls.I'd love to have a bigger family. Being raised as a single child has been very boring and has been such a burden, as im the only one who carries my parents' blood.



2. What feeling do you love the most?

i. Typically being appreciated, acknowleged, and complimented. I love the attention! I love it when people say good things about me.

ii. When the hard work and efforts that I have made actually paid off. Example: working my butt off to study for exams, and the result is above satisfying.

iii. You know the feeling that you get when you rush your way to the toilet to poo? I love that!



3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

-Surprisingly I do sometimes, but only when I was younger.



4.Who is more important to you: friend or boy/girlfriend?

- The second one



5. What's a perfect partner to you? List 10 characteristics.

-Funny
-Physically attractive
-Smart
-Good Listener
-Can speak good english
-Adventurous
-Spotting/Spontaneous
-Love to travel
-Caring
-Sensitive to surrounding


6. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

-Yes



7.What will become of you in 10 years time?

-In 10 years, I see myself as a team manager in a corporation, either in the field of finance or marketing.



8.What do you hate the most?

-I hate to be insulted in such a way that makes me look stupid.



9. What's your goal for this year?

-To get a scholarship and to study abroad



10.Who else do you want to answer these questions?

-you

Welcome!

Hey guys! I'm new to blogging!

I've always been reading other people's blog but I never thought of making one myself. Seeing how others use this media to express their feelings and obtain satisfaction, i think i should give it a try since im not so good at expressing feelings orally. Besides, I hope to improve my writing skills thru this.

I'm having some sort of a breakdown at the moment. I'm emotionally and mentally unstable due to numerous reasons. As some of you may know, my mum is not in a good health condition and it's nature for her son to feel worried. I feel bad everytime I come home late after work, thinking of how hungry she must have been just waiting for her dinner.

TAlking about work, I feel stupid and useless working (internship) on accounts everyday as i hate that subject so much back in the University. I'm split apon two parts here! I don't know what I should study when I do my bachelor's degree later, and I dont know what I'm gonna be! Now that concerns me a lot.

I'm sitting for MUET and my first paper will be on Tuesday (4th November 2008). I havent done so much revision, knowing that they've just changed the format, which should be harder.

I was invited to a friend's open house today. I was feeling quite energized and was looking forward to get out from the house after a day of boredom! And so i left at 8pm from home thinking i'd be there in 10 minutes since the place was only a few kilometers away. The thing is that I've never been to his apartment before, but i was confident enough to look for it since i had my Street Directory (Panduan jalan raya Kuala Lumpur) with me. Confidently i turn left at this corner and turn right at the other corner, but I couldnt find the destination. So i wanted to call my friend and ask for direction, but I LEFT my handphone in my bedroom! I tried tu pusing-pusing around the area asked for directions but none of them knew where the apartment was, because there was no apartments or tall buildings around the area. So i gave up and wanted to go home, but i got lost. Ke Pandan Indah, Pandan Jaya, Jalan Melaka, Ampang Avenue, Bandar Baru Ampang, Taman Cempaka, Taman Cahaya...... I was really lost like seriously. I lived my whole life in Ampang but I've never been to that part of the world before! after an hour and a half (1 1/2 jam), I found my way out...thanks to that signboard that says (Kuala Lumpur), I got home. Then I went out again after getting the direction from my friend, baru lah jumpe that apartment. I wasted about 2 hours of my life and a quater of a full tank GAS.


So much for my first post huh? I've already start complaining.. bare with me :)