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Hey guys! I'm new to blogging!

I've always been reading other people's blog but I never thought of making one myself. Seeing how others use this media to express their feelings and obtain satisfaction, i think i should give it a try since im not so good at expressing feelings orally. Besides, I hope to improve my writing skills thru this.

I'm having some sort of a breakdown at the moment. I'm emotionally and mentally unstable due to numerous reasons. As some of you may know, my mum is not in a good health condition and it's nature for her son to feel worried. I feel bad everytime I come home late after work, thinking of how hungry she must have been just waiting for her dinner.

TAlking about work, I feel stupid and useless working (internship) on accounts everyday as i hate that subject so much back in the University. I'm split apon two parts here! I don't know what I should study when I do my bachelor's degree later, and I dont know what I'm gonna be! Now that concerns me a lot.

I'm sitting for MUET and my first paper will be on Tuesday (4th November 2008). I havent done so much revision, knowing that they've just changed the format, which should be harder.

I was invited to a friend's open house today. I was feeling quite energized and was looking forward to get out from the house after a day of boredom! And so i left at 8pm from home thinking i'd be there in 10 minutes since the place was only a few kilometers away. The thing is that I've never been to his apartment before, but i was confident enough to look for it since i had my Street Directory (Panduan jalan raya Kuala Lumpur) with me. Confidently i turn left at this corner and turn right at the other corner, but I couldnt find the destination. So i wanted to call my friend and ask for direction, but I LEFT my handphone in my bedroom! I tried tu pusing-pusing around the area asked for directions but none of them knew where the apartment was, because there was no apartments or tall buildings around the area. So i gave up and wanted to go home, but i got lost. Ke Pandan Indah, Pandan Jaya, Jalan Melaka, Ampang Avenue, Bandar Baru Ampang, Taman Cempaka, Taman Cahaya...... I was really lost like seriously. I lived my whole life in Ampang but I've never been to that part of the world before! after an hour and a half (1 1/2 jam), I found my way out...thanks to that signboard that says (Kuala Lumpur), I got home. Then I went out again after getting the direction from my friend, baru lah jumpe that apartment. I wasted about 2 hours of my life and a quater of a full tank GAS.


So much for my first post huh? I've already start complaining.. bare with me :)